Tuesday, April 17, 2007

up-down

Boy, some days seem 'good', but when they are bad, there bad. You can go from a high high to a low low in almost a nanosecond. Definate emotional rollercoaster. It's very exhausting. so many feelings and i couldnt even begin to put it into words. I'm very very sad that I'm loosing my mom. we are planning to come back to my moms the 1st week in July, but she wants us to wait untill she moves to NC where my brother lives. She wants a huge family reunion. She even wants my dad there. They have been divorced for 21 yrs. I think if we can get the timing right they'd get remarried. (my moms husband left my mom last week, what a piece of &#@^#%@^@#&, but thats ok, it's better he's gone)

3 comments:

Ashley Hester said...

What?? He left he after she got sick!?? I'm sooo sorry Lisa! I'm praying!! I'm so glad to hear from you! Pics of yall soon Please! I am missing reading and seeing stuff on here! But I understand you're all busy spending time with Nana!! Careful coming home...

Sheryl said...

SO glad you're posting from your home away from home!!! I know what you're going through is the most awful pain you've probably ever felt in your life. I'm praying for you ... keep posting.

Lisa said...

Sheryl,
I remember being so sad for you when your mom was in the hopital and i worried about her everyday. I couldn't imagine how you felt and i know why, because it's an unimaginable pain and it goes way deep into your soul. I literally have to catch my breath each time the realization hits me. I was devistated when Bens Dad died and even more so when his mom died, that doesnt even come close to what im feeling now. Not that Betty and Bill were less, because they are not, it's the factor of it being MY MOM. I just hope i get to see her again. thank you for listening and praying.

You too Ashley, thank you for your prayers.