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Boy, some days seem 'good', but when they are bad, there bad. You can go from a high high to a low low in almost a nanosecond. Definate emotional rollercoaster. It's very exhausting. so many feelings and i couldnt even begin to put it into words. I'm very very sad that I'm loosing my mom. we are planning to come back to my moms the 1st week in July, but she wants us to wait untill she moves to NC where my brother lives. She wants a huge family reunion. She even wants my dad there. They have been divorced for 21 yrs. I think if we can get the timing right they'd get remarried. (my moms husband left my mom last week, what a piece of &#@^#%@^@#&, but thats ok, it's better he's gone)