Thursday, January 31, 2008
She'll be getting spayed today too. Since it's icing now she'll be staying the night at the vets again. Which is good. I'm sure they are spoiling her. I think I might update her boosters and rabies while shes there even though she's not due till May. Get her done in one swoop.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
So today. I have plans to meet up with someone and have coffee. Yes, A real live human that is the same height as me and talks adult, LOL. So thats all set and I sit down and hear Sammy our Rotty hit her foot on our sliding door (which she does all the time) so i spin my chair around to look at her AND OMGOSH, SHE HAD BEEN HIT BY A CAR!!!!!!!!!!. i wont go into details because what i saw was horrible. So i call Ben crying and telling him he HAS to come home. He's working over time and can't come home. Sooooo, he comes home with another officer who knows about dogs (ex vet tech). So by the time they get here she is doing SOOOOOOO much better. So, but she wont go to the car. She is afraid of alot of things. She was abused before we got her and she hasnt emotionally healed from any of that. Bens aloud to say hi to her but she won't let him touch her, it was obviously a male that hurt her. So I have to carry this huge dog to the car and we get to the vet and thankfully the lady carries her this time, lol. Sammie lets the vet check her. (who is a male) By then she's bleeding out her nose pretty bad, her eye looks bad. BUT he says the nose thing is nothing just like our bloody noses bleed alot so do dogs, lots of small blood vessels. So she gets an overnight observation at the vet, some antibiotics to fight against inf if blood got into her lungs and the eye will be treated topically (amazing, it looks horrible) and she cracked a tooth and that will be removed in the next couple days. If nothing else shows up overnight she'll walk away from this pretty fair. I think this happened when our mail got delivered. The mail lady and a farm truck were passing at the same time on the dirt road and i think sammie got caught in it. so i cancelled coffee of course and we had a program to go to at codes school. So we leave the vets and head over there. It was an hour long program, about 30 minutes longer than Abbie and Matthew wanted to sit through. so now we are home and tired.
I was just going to take new pics of sammie and tell you how she guards our house. Something she did on her own. Its in the breed, but crazy amazing how she does it. I'll hold off untill she is better.
Monday, January 28, 2008
(don't think he did this on his own, kaitlen was involved, but she got out of there before i caught Matthew)
Fly high, lil man,
The sun and you are one.
You won’t ever be cold again,
I will always keep my eyes to the skies…
Today, the sunshine was a little warmer,
Tonight, the Milky Way a little brighter.
I feel your hand in mine and your face on my chest.
I feel you looking up at me,
Begging for a kiss.
“Just one more kiss, Mama…
One more dinosaur kiss,
Because I really like you “
Come closer baby, It is ok now,
You are done fighting ,
You are done hurting.
Give me one more smile,
One more silly face,
And one more hug…
You can go, now,you can go,
The boys will be fine,
Daddy and I will love on them for you…
My heart is shattered, baby,
But so much bigger,so full of love…
I will miss you forever…
So for now, Fly high, lil man…
With your brand new wings,
Fly high, all the way to Heaven…
Good night, sweet pea, sleep tight,
Your mama, the lil one…
Saturday, January 26, 2008
My name, LOL :)Those are gresat links, I thgink im going to try those when i get some time.I lik ethe linking idae. Im goin gto have to do. though i might steal your links, lol
I think i need to remember to click the spell check button.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Immediately a million things go through my head- he cant possibly mean PERIOD, where would he hear that, I talked about it today but he was at school when i was on the phone.
Me: a period is the dot at a sentence.
Code: no, not that kind of period.
Me thinking lightening fast again, i really don't want to explain periods to my 8 yr old. he knows how babies are created, he knows were they come out off. he does not know how the sperm meets the egg, lol somehow he missed that question. but seriously, does he need to know about the uterus and how it sheds when there is no implantation of an egg and blood comes out your who-ha......... Code interrupts my thinking..
Code: the kind when your in a bigger school.
Me: oh, those are classes!!!!!!!!!!!!! (thank you)!!!!! you have 0-7 PERIODS!!! depending on your schedule. So one period may be math, the next science........................ you could have PE for 3rd period....................
Cody continues on and on about HS Periods, subjects and classes, blah, blah, blah. I finally have to tell him to eat.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
..Our bill count has dramatically decreased, and we don't anticipate it coming back up in the near future. It was strictly a business decision for us to terminate a number of vendor contracts due to lack of need. ......If the need arises in the future, we will also consider you for future needs if you would like to be considered. It's an unfortunate situation, but I wish you the best in your future endeavors.
We rely on my income. There is no way i'll find a job around here with those kind of hours and pay. Plus i was at home. so we are thinking what we can do..... my last day is Feb 20th.
keep us in your thoughts please
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I asked the guy if they do this with the summer clothes and they do. He said it should be in Aug!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Monday, January 21, 2008
So Mamabear while Gman is the linebacker on the Razorbacks Matthew will be cheering him on!!
Daddy hasnt seen this pic and im sure he will DIE when he sees it. Just think ahead, High School and matthew is failing a class.... all i have to do is tell him to pick the grade up or a publish the pic, lol.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Friday, January 18, 2008
and didnt cry until AFTER they where done
Her earings are adorable
Now when we leaving the mall they guys were walking ahead of us and Ben had Abigail and she was looking over his shoulder. Ashley and i were talking about her about getting the ears peirced and she smile a wicked smile!! let me tell you i now believe she knew what was going to happen and threw a fit because of it and then smiled about it!!!!!!!!!
Me- but its suppose to dangle some
K- Mom, on the edge
Me- ok, ok
K- make sure you put it on the edge
Me- Is that how your going to live you life [on the edge ;)]
K- yea!! (duh)
And i dont doubt her, lol
Thursday, January 17, 2008
I'll scan a pic later.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
let me say, Grody to the Max!!!!!!!!!!
1) is Julian. This sweet little boy just stole my heart when i saw his pic. I warn you you will cry. Go to carepages.com and type in juliansworld (all one word) Please pray for him and his family. I just found his care page a week ago.
2) Is Landen. I followed him on the adoption board at ivillage. His mom finally started a care page. so for info from before his carepage go do a search on IV adoption board. I warn you once you start lurking on the adoption board you will never leave. His care page is superlanden (because he is)
3) Next is Leo. The absolutely most beautiful baby boy you'll ever see. I found him on the Feb playgroup in Ivillage. His care page is carepageforleo
last is Naomi Hensley, she past away 11-20-07. Here is her moms myspace she also has a thing at cafemom. thats were i found her.
I'll update on Beau as soon as i can.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
well that was short lived, they are out of the room.
oh, he just totally irritated me, i hope shes up all night.
Monday, January 14, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I got 1st place (not Grand prize, darn!) which is this nifty little sling backpack with a sippy and Gerber food and snacks PLUS a 50$ American Express gift cheque!!!!!!!. the funny thing is i have been meaning to get Abbie that very same sippy. I have a coupon for it in the car, lol.
I mean seriously, does ANYONE ever win any of the contests. i always wonder. Now i know!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Monday, January 07, 2008
In the short time we thought he was going to EM shift we actually had our restuctured plan. Shift change uproots your whole family/life routine. Ben would be home for dinner, could see Kaitlen play T-ball this year. It'll be her first year. He'd have to sleep in the day. in Codys room (its pitch black in there) my work schedule changes around his. His days off would of been Fri Sat. plus a handful of other little things that you take into account. We had it worked out and thennnnnnnn NOPE. so back to "normal"
If you can't tell im so "done" with Bens dept. He likes it there and thats what what matters. Me personally, think they should pitch a colorful tent and hang a sign that says Ringling Bros Circus. :)
I was going to grow his hair out, but i guess not, lol
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Friday, January 04, 2008
So i'm getting out of the shower today and Matthew asks if he can have a soda. i tell him No and he proceeds to say Yea!!!!!!! ( ok, he wasnt listening to me, lol) so he goes under his bed were he has been stashing Bens sodas!!!!!! to get a soda. WTH!!! what am i going to do with this child. Pepsi needs to put Matthew on there can.
The last day i saw her was Dec 26th 2005. We left her house and i really didnt want to go. We were having such a good visit. We waved going down the drive and then waved go down the road. Cody did get to talk to her on the phone. She wanted to tell him that she got him the PSP handheld. She never got to give it to him, but he did get it.
Betty was killed in a car crash. A solo vehical crash that she was the passenger. The driver survived.
It feels like forever ago that i got the call from Ben, but then i look over to were i was sitting at the time and it is as clear as yesterday. 2 yrs later and its still not easier.
Whittier daily news
i have never googled betty and not sure why i did tonight but i was surprised that i had a hit.
here is yr #1