Thursday, December 13, 2007

Christmas party/ award ceremony


Ben had to work so he was in uniform. We meet him there. The kids cleaned up nicely and were well behaved.

Ben going up to receive his award from the Director. It was Meritorious Service award for preventing a hostage situation with a suicidal person.

My handsome hunk of a hot husband :o)

Oh, Abbie was very unsure of her Daddy in his uniform. Any other time she has seen him has been when we drive up and he gives them kisses in the car. So she never got the full look at him in uniform. Hmmm, a girl who doesnt like a man in uniform.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

more pics

i could be repeating some, not sure

Abbie in matthews old baby carseat to make my life easier when we traveled.








The Abinator


ok, poor Abbie. The only gifts of hers that we have actually gotten for her are the Mimzy and Legos. I hope the pink stuff isnt hard to find.

Matthews gifts


He is done except SS'ers

Kaitlen christmas gifts

just need stocking suffers and a helmet here too.

Codys xmas gifts

We need to get Code a new helmet. He has such a large head that he wears an adult size. Plus stocking stuffers then done with him

Thomas Christmas Gifts

we just need to get the ipod speakers and stocking stuffers for him. I dont know what the facination is but he likes the James Frey books so he got both of them. He will read books over and over and over again

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

hmmm, i thought he was playing

I found this good site on rabbits and i got to the sexuality part. Beau runs circles around my feet. I always thought we were playing a game. Males are all alike, no matter the species. thankfully he has never mounted.

Famous for their fecundity, a doe rabbit is sexually mature at three-and-a-half months, the male at four months. Gestation period is only about 30 days. The doe averages 5 - 6 kits per litter. Sexually she operates by "reflex ovulation" (does not ovulate until after intercourse). The incidence of uterine cancer is very high if the doe is not spayed (around 5 - 6 months is best). Bucks reach sexual maturity a month or so after puberty. Bucks will run circles around your foot and may even try to mount your ankle until neutered.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Got this in an email today

A Different Christmas Poem


The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.

Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.

My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.

The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.

My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,
Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.
Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled,
Standing watch over me, and my wife and my child.

'What are you doing?' I asked without fear,
'Come in this moment, it's freezing out here!
Put down your pack, brush the snow from your sleeve,
You should be at home on a cold Christmas Eve!'

For barely a moment I saw his eyes shift,
Away from the cold and the snow blown in drifts..
To the window that danced with a warm fire's light
Then he sighed and he said 'Its really all right,
I'm out here by choice. I'm here every night.'

'It's my duty to stand at the front of the line,
That separates you from the darkest of times.
No one had to ask or beg or implore me,
I'm proud to stand here like my fathers before me.
My Gramps died at ' Pearl on a day in December,'
Then he sighed, 'That's a Christmas 'Gram always remembers.'

My dad stood his watch in the jungles of ' Nam ',
And now it is my turn and so, here I am.
I've not seen my own son in more than a while,
But my wife sends me pictures, he's sure got her smile.

Then he bent and he carefully pulled from his bag,
The red, white, and blue... an American flag.
I can live through the cold and the being alone,
Away from my family, my house and my home.

I can stand at my post through the rain and the sleet,
I can sleep in a foxhole with little to eat.
I can carry the weight of killing another,
Or lay down my life with my sister and brother..

Who stand at the front against any and all,
To ensure for all time that this flag will not fall.'
'So go back inside,' he said, 'harbor no fright,
Your family is waiting and I'll be all right.'

'But isn't there something I can do, at the least,
'Give you money,' I asked, 'or prepare you a feast?
It seems all too little for all that you've done,
For being away from your wife and your son.'

Then his eye welled a tear that held no regret,
'Just tell us you love us, and never forget.
To fight for our rights back at home while we're gone,
To stand your own watch, no matter how long.

For when we come home, either standing or dead,
To know you remember we fought and we bled.
Is payment enough, and with that we will trust,
That we mattered to you as you mattered to us.'

updating

ok, finally updating.
The flight there was great. Kaitlens face was glued to the window when we took off in the airplane. She really enjoyed flying and wasn't bothered at all that we were 33 thousand feet up. No one sat next to us (cant figure out why?!?lol) so we had an extra seat for more room. Abbie stayed awake for the first 2 hours of the flight and then slept the last hour. The girls were perfect the whole time!! yea. My sister was 1 1/2 hours late on picking me up. I could have drop kicked her down the strip. Kaitlen and i had to pee so bad but i had already gathered up our luggage so we couldn't just go potty and we couldn't drag it all in to the bathroom. Me with two girls, one in a sling, two car seats, a backpack and suitcase, we were a sight to see.
My mom looks good. She is getting radiation daily on her spine/ribs and head. It is getting painful to eat because the radiation also hits her esophagus and stomach. This is her last week in radiation. She said she's not sure if she'll do it all. I think she is tired of being in pain for just a small extension of life. Not even quality life. Its kinda like one step forward and two steps back. She'll never get ahead no matter how hard she tries. She is going to call out Hospice when she gets back from my brothers after Christmas so my sister has some help with taking care of mom. Mom has prepared her DNR. She will be at home and will only receive pain meds. No feeding tube or anything. If she cant eat it herself then she don't want any nutrition. Leaving was terribly hard. I'm sure that is the last time I'll see her. She said she'll see me again. She was/is suppose to come out here. I would love for that to be true. we'll see.
oh, on the way home no one sat next us again!! yes and the kids were awesome. Abigail slept the whole way home. Kaitlen had to go pee when we were in our descend. (think overly dramatic, thats why i let her go pee) The flight attendant ran her there and back and she buckled in about 30 sec before we touched down. When i told her she was very close to being on the potty while landing she said that would have been totally cool!



my two snow bunnies! Nooooo we weren't heading out to go skiing in Colorado. It was 60 out but my mom is cold all the time. brrrrrrrrrr



Mom and her dog Lucy.
I have more pics but blooger kept having and error so later i'll post them

Sunday, December 09, 2007

December 2007 Storm - Oregon Coast, Astoria

This is were my sister lives. They were without power for 6 days and no phone for 4 or 5. The only thing she could do was text me. I felt so bad for them. The gas line you see in the photos was a 3 hour wait. My sister thankfully has a generator, but many did not. i know winds reached 120+ mph, but im not sure what the sustained winds were.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Kaitlen and the pilot

This was coming home today. She actually got to meet the pilots on both flights. They were very nice. We flew Southwest and it was a great flight there and back. going our flightwas scheduled 3 hrs and 5 minutes, arriving about 20 minutes early. Coming home our flight was scheduled 2 1/2 hours and home in just 2. I'm thinking our pilot gets alot of speeding tickets on the ground, lol. on the ground thats a 1200 mile trip....... 600 mph :o)



Monday, December 03, 2007

Just us girls

Are headin out tomorrow to fly to my moms. I get Miss kaitlen and Miss Abigail and Ben gets thomas, Cody and Matthew. Today Matthew said he wants to go and that he had money for the ticket. i felt so bad and went online to look for a ticket but there were no seats left going to Las Vegas. :o( i felt bad. I could have took him but didnt think about it. He'll have fun with Daddy. Ben says all he needs is some chips and dip with a case of soda and they'll be good. Matthew and daddy will have a lot of good quality time together because the other boys will be in school.
I'll see you all on Saturday.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhh

ok, i cant make the Christmas dresses until i get back from my moms. I have to work that weekend and then Thomas leaves on Tues the 11th. So i would have Mon to get the stuff made and pictures taken??????!!!!!! no way. Thomas gets back on the 19th. So take pics on the 20th, make the Christmas card real quick and print and mail the same day?!?!?!? Mission impossible. So your forewarned, Christmas cards will be late!!!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

yay-hoos

thats what they are, yay-hoos

pitiful matthew

Never mind the fact that he's been running around like a wild banshee and bouncing off walls. You ask about his ouchie and he acts mortally wounded.







oh matthew

Here is Matthew arresting Artie.

with his little officer in training

Ben made the paper

One of Thomas' friends messaged him saying his dad made the paper. So I looked it up. As we all know Houston Nutt resigned from the Razorbacks (haha, i knew before all yall, J/K i'll grow up, lol) Ben and others were there and SNAP, he's in the paper. He was in the paper before. It was an actual article of him and another officer. I ment to copy the article (but i cant find were i put it) It was in the mexican paper so im sure none of ya saw it.
oh, one of these days I'll type up the story of him and Frank Broyles.

Abigails 1 year check up

She cried the minute the Dr walked in until he left. She is 30" long and 22.5#'s and her head was 18. %ile wise her head was 90 and then 85 and 75 i think for height and weight and i dont remember which was which. She is good and healthy. She had 4 shots. Hep A, Prevnar, Hib and Flu shot. She goes back at 18 months for her chicken pox, MMR and Dpt. They have started spreading those out. She would have normally got those today too. Im glad they are spreading them out, its a little much on the immune system. Cody had a Dr appt today on the sick side. he has a sinus infection, Poor kid. He got some Amoxil. You know they mix it orange now and not pink! why mess with a good thing. Now my kids dont like the taste. Then we got Matthew, Kaitlen and Cody their flu shot. Now i need to get mine Bens, and Thomas'. Thomas actually needs a tetanus booster and a chicken pox booster. Its been 11 yrs for both of them.

A bunny funny

Well last night at 3am i thought I'd give this sleeping thing another try. So i crawl into bed and i hear thumping sounds on the hardwood floors in the living room. First i thought, Darn Artie is up walking around. But nope, because his claws would make noise too. Then i thought, Matthew????? nope, i could feel his leg touching mine. So i get up and as soon as i get to the hall i see the silhouette of Beau the bunny. He got out of his enclosure and wanted to play. So i scratched him for a bit and he followed me around the house, in the dark. He can see, I can't. (he likes to circle my feet) so i feel bad for the fella, because he wants to run around. So i fix it to were he can run around the kitchen and still get to his potty. Then off to bed i went. He was still going when i got up, but by noon, he was out.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Can't sleep

Which totally sucks. So my mind has been wandering. The 19th has stuck out. On MArch 19th we found out that my mom had tumors on her liver, then of course finding out it originated in her lungs. Then Nov 19th we find out that she now has tumors in her brain. I am little scared as to what Dec or Jan 19th might bring. Know what else i have noticed. The number 3. Bill died when Cody was 3, Betty died when Kaitlen was 3. My mom is dying and Matthew is 3. In 2 yrs Abbie will be 3. Don't worry, I've already told my dad he has to live for at least another 10 yrs.

I really should stop thinking to much.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

The Girls



its blurry because of the resolution, but here is me, Tina and our mom back in 89??? I remember I loved that sweater.

Going to visit my mom

Miss Kaitlen, Abigail and I are going to go visit my mom. We leave on the 4th and come back on the 8th. Kailten is so excited. She asked me a long time ago that the next time i go visit my mom if she can come. I told her that she could come. With my horrible fear of heights it took me about 3 days to book the flight. My mom wanted me to wait until Moday before booking it because she wants to see if she feels better. She wants to come out here. She has radiation until Dec 17th and she is supose to fly to NC to my brothers for Chritmas so she wouldn't get out here until the end of Dec early Jan. So with the way her health is declining i booked the flight. She can still come out here if she ok to. All honesty she is not ok enough to fly right now, i don't think she will be at Christmas.

Family pic



Here is a pic of me, tina our Dad and our boys( L to R), Brandon , Cody, Alex and Thomas.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

WOW!

Abigail slept all night long. She's the youngest of all my kids to have slept through the night. She beat Kaitlen by about a week and a half. I hope she does it again tonight!

Friday, November 23, 2007

yummm

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Thank You big brother
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Jack and Sammy



Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving

Abigail had mashed potatoes and gravy, green bean casserole and yams for her birthday dinner and her 1st piece of pumpkin pie with whipped cream. She's stuffed, my lil turkey.


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABIGAIL

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Happy Birthday my sweet Abigail Betty Jo. She was born at 5:14am, 21 ½", 9#8oz.

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Abigail

I believe i have the sickliest kids. Abbie ran a high fever all night. She was a ball of heat and now she has been throwing up. I hope tomorrow she feels better. Dont want her sick on her 1st b-day.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Abbie and Lilly

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Mom

My mom had her MRI today. It shows tumors in her brain. She doesn't know how many or how big because she started crying and things got blurry, though my sister Jackie said four. She will talk to her Dr about it tomorrow. She does start a steroid to start to shrink them. I'm guessing Decadron. At least that will give her an appetite.